So OG is away for a few weeks. I think I miss her more than I expected I would. It’s been harder to stick to the routine and I think I’m gaining some weight because I’m not working out as much. We still email back and forth which is nice, but I guess it’s not the same. On a more positive note….well, MAYBE positive, I’m really starting to think NG is into me. I guess all that time at the gym paid off? haha! I dunno. It’s KILLING me that something in me has these walls up and I can’t get totally into her, but I’m starting to think there’s something there. We laugh a lot, but also have all these meaningful conversations. I also found out that we share a common dilemma. She has these feelings for this guy friend of hers who’s her best friend. Unforunately for her, he’s gay. So it’s kinda like my whole crush on OG who is also unavailable but my friend. Maybe I’m MORE relaxed around NG because I’m still hung up on OG. I still have a few weeks to let things progress naturally and a couple weeks before OG gets back, so I guess I’ll have to wait and see.