I’ve been going back every two weeks this year. Working at that dinner theatre place to pay for the bus tickets. I feel like part of me is running away from NYC. The good news is I’ve been getting to know that girl that works at the show with me better. She’s really nice but I think I’m still hung up on the old girl (OG) so can’t feel anything more than friendship for this new girl. The strangest part is, I think NG might be into me. It doesn’t make any sense whatsoever, NG is smarter, more talented, a better friend and WAY hotter. I don’t understand why I can’t just move on. It really is kinda ridiculous, spending over 20 hours on a bus to go home for a weekend.